I am NOT angry, I'm not going to rant, I'm just going to complete the whole story.
i'm sorry for sounding so emotionally unstable in that post.
sorry for being so bratty and bitchy also.
selfish, conceited, whatnot.
there's always more than one side to a story. so maybe i have offended this person in some way i didn't know & caused her to say these things about me.
anyway this post is just to clear the whole story up.
it began a few days ago.
i was talking to a dear faithful & beloved friend who surprised me with a very unexpected story.
someone who i use to be friends with (she decided not to like me because i don't know why. i may have done something to make her feel that way about me. i don't know) said these few but hurtful things.
1. my life is easy but i don't know it
2. i don't know what pressure is really like
3. i have all the money in the world
4. i get everything i want
5. i'm an attention seeker
actually hor, right now i'm totally rage-less till i don't even remember what she said about me. but i guess those 5 are the main things.
anyway, hearing that at that time caused me to, KABOOM. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM EXPLODEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
but i was too busy those few days to blog about it so i didn't.
okay, thing number 1 i want to clarify.
i wrote that post not to make my friends know how lonely i was -.- i wrote that post for that one specific person to realize that she's wrong.
honestly thinking about it now, why was i so angry in the first place? i have no feeling of rage whatsoever right now. i can't even remember what she said! gosh ! why did i even want to prove her wrong?
anyway, i think the main thing that made me angry was the part where she said
what does j-mee know about pressure?
i guess it made me angry because i was facing one of the most pressuring weeks i've had so far throughout this entire year.
okay, i won't talk about things i was pressured about
but if ever, i were have to have a conversation with you (pointing out whoever is reading this right now) & we had nothing else in the world to talk about
do remind me that i will have to tell you about what was stressing me out, for the sake of preventing awkward silence when we have nothing else to talk about.
if you don't understand what i just said, just leave a comment at the end of the post.
okay i'm pretty much done with whatever i want to say.
NO LONGER ANGRY :) NO LONGER BITTER :) I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AND HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
ONLY 2 TESTS NEXT WEEK AND ONLY 3 ASSIGNMENTS NEXT WEEK & YOU'VE COMPLETED 2 OF THEM. THE 3RD ONE IS MEANT TO BE DONE DURING CLASS TIME.
ONLY 1 MORE WEEK TILL I HAVE
ONLY 1 TEST & 1 ASSIGNMENT ONLY
OMG
THINKING ABOUT MY FREEDOM MAKES ME SO EXCITED
WHO KNEW THAT BEING A YEAR 10 WOULD BE SO BUSY?
BUUUUUUUUUUUSY BUSY BUSY.
GAMBATEH J-MEE YOU CAN DO IT ~!
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